New Levels

One of the favourite things I love about being a sub is my choice not to have a choice...
I chose to give up that right the day I accepted my dominants collar and though there's been the odd occasion I have never regretted it.

Having rules reminds me of this decision constantly
Even though we're progressing as a couple..
As a d/s relationship..I know these rules...
These simple rules... mean a lot...A hell of a lot

So today I fucked up

I admitted it and made him aware of my fuck up...but I made it all the same.

Shortly after accepting this misdemeanour I received this...

This is the rule you breached today.
4. Internet Use.
I must request of Master whenever I wishes to go onto any social network site, such as Facebook.

This adds a week to your probation so it's like starting again for you as you were a week in ... Plus
You must be punished.

Now
It makes me extremely frustrated to know that I'm starting my 2 weeks of first rules again.
Also I didn't know what the punishment was

On meeting this evening
Our kisses and cuddles are very normal on greeting
I wasn't aware of the message he'd sent already
I pleaded for the 2nd week to stay of the rules.
He didn't relent...They've started again
Then he asked if I wanted...
"Crop...flogger or hand for punishment?"

Now I'm crap at choice...hense the reason for giving it up...I don't miss it

My suggestion was all 3..
Hell..spank me already :)...my mouth does walk sometimes...

He first patted his lap...
I jumped on like a sweet girl hugging her man...loving his scent tonight...
He explained the need for punishment again...
I nodded...
I completely understood..After all I alerted him to what I'd done...
He then explained that rewards also came with telling the truth
..This I wasn't expecting...

A little buzzing friend was produced...I didn't know what it was...part from it vibrated round my cunt..
It was dark...
Could feel myself getting wet with excitement...
So the vibrations hovered round my clit...
Could feel the tips of an orgasm
"Please can I come?"

I will never forget that one again...

He pondered...
Told me to wait..

Gah..
Waiting to cum is something I've never done
Waiting to cum is probably on our training list
I'm an impatient child at times and I tried

Squeezing my pelvic muscles...
I held till.."please.."
He allowed me to cum....thankfully. ..

I love how the light dances behind my eye lids after a cum down
I was extremely thankful

Now Punishments

"Crop...shall we say 10 times"
Now the crop has only been an occasional friend so far and I wanted to take the punishment of course and please Him
So I nodded....
Assumed the position...

"Remember safeword"
"Keep still"
"Count"
I just breathed...
First one stung like a bitch...
At 8 he asked where we were. ..I think it was 8...
9 was the most painful
At 10 my eyes filled and my head spun...

Part of me wanted to feel my limit
I don't think I would of made it to 20
Subspace lingered...
The heat
The pain

I curled into his arms
I am safe
I am loved
I was punished
I accepted the punishment
I'll stick by the rules
And my Butt. ....well
The bitch inside me is grinning